soliloquy

2161 days

i don’t think anyone will ever touch my heart the way you do no one else makes me feel this kind of longing only you

i wonder about your every detail your whereabouts the way you used to smile i wish we still talked even if just a little

i can’t turn back time no matter how much i wish i could sometimes i just want to go back run into your arms and look into your beautiful eyes

you didn’t notice, did you how i slowly lost my mind how i started to lose myself i’m getting older but the memories of you stay the same like you never left like you’re still with me somehow

maybe it’s just something i made up but it feels real like a dream i don’t want to wake up from

people come and go but not you you never really left you stay in my mind no matter what

i wish you knew how much i ache how deep this longing goes how much i still love you

just knowing we’re breathing the same air living in the same city it’s enough to make me feel like you’re not too far like maybe you’ll look my way again

i wish you’d open your arms and take me in i wish life was easier for both of us that we could forget what hurt and start something new

but i don’t think i could let myself belong to someone else i don’t want to i won’t because it’s only you you’re the only one i want but somehow you’re also the only one i can’t have