soliloquy

home

hope to find someone who feels like home. i’m tired of constantly feel like no one understands me. the feeling of being with people but feels completely alone. i outgrew a lot of people as i grow older. i feel like i’m alone in this world. no one to call home, no one to talk about my feelings with. it feels like i am born to be alone. it is hard to open up to people when you feel like you are not loved.

edited on 25/02/2024:
i do found those people. nope, i didn’t found them, they were here all along but i never took the time to see my surroundings. what i learned throughout November 2023 until now is there is a lot of people who loves me and care for me. and i want to do the same for them. i want to give them the love and happiness they deserves.