thank you
i was reminded of this one person’s kindness towards me. thank you for being kind, thank you for being understanding, and nice despite all the misunderstandings.
thank you for being mature, rational, while still maintaning the boundaries that i should not cross. thank you for not cursing me out, or saying things that hurt me. your kindness kills me. i was reminded of your kindness every single day. how can someone be that kind after being treated like shit? i’ve learned a lot from you. you are the kindest person i’ve ever known, you have a good heart and i still regret how it turns out back then. i wish the ending would be a little bit different, i wish i was more mature and more understanding.
your kindess is something i never deserved. i took it for granted. if i could go back in time, i would be more kind. i’d make sure there is not a single scars or scratch to your hearts and soul. but i couldn’t go back in time, and i realized when it was too late that i’ve created irreparable damage and marks to your heart. i was drown in my ego, justifying my emotion and immaturity. i am so sorry, and there is not a day i will ever forget how cruel i was. i will live with this regret for all my life. the little price i need to pay for causing damage to your heart. and i will also continue remembering your kindness on that month of August.